Tuesday, October 20, 2015
The Day My Life Changed
I got into a pretty interesting discussion with this twenty three years old lady, and her story is something you should read.
" Growing up in what i considerd a strict environment because my parents were disciplinarians. I remembered at six my mum started warning us girls about boys.
" if a guy 'venture' comes as close as touching your hands, you ll get pregnant. and you know you the kind of mother you have, i will just deny you.".
Those lines never stopped ringing in my ears. i hear it night and day so that it brought upon me the fear of my mother.
Atlast, i gained admission to the university after trying for two years. I could now breath a sigh of relief. Truelly, my parents left us to our own will.
At 19, I found myself in one of the most prestigious universities of the federal republic. my school was known for socialization. For the first time in 19yrs, i experienced some freedom...no one to watch out forme or even question me. but still, i was too scared to do anything stupid, u know,...i ve been brought up well.
As time went on, i was experiencing what its like to be a girl; you know, guys cloving around me like swamp of bees. the girlish side of me was beginning to manifest. i had urge because i dated quite a number of them, but yet, none was so privilege to see my panties. not even to taste my lips. i blatantly refuse to give them a chance knowing that i owe my body to my future husband until the night of our wedding. twasnt like i didnt have the urge. the thought of it feels so good.
lo and behold, in my third year at the university,there was a gang raid in my hostel, and i was so unlucky to be among the many girls that were raped.
believe you me, having a mans body touch mine for the first time felt so good.i d never imagined it this way before. the pleasure was much as he went around my breast, neck and lips. it felt like heaven. the pleasure was too much i forgot it was illegal and q crime.
though it felt good but that wasnt the time, neither the person, place or condition i ve envisaged it.